So I traveled far to Boston,
With that suitcase on the plane,
And I looked up a professor,
I said "teach me my real name!"
And he said "no, no . . .
I don’t have the words to teach you."
So I drove to California,
With that suitcase in my car,
And I found the wisest doctor,
I said, "doctor, help me sir!"
And he said "no, no, no, no, no . . .
I don’t have a pill to fix you."
So I ran up to Montana,
With that suitcase on my back,
And I found the last live poet
I said, "show me what I lack!"
And he said "no, no, no, no, no, no, no . . ."
This is not a song to heal you."
Holy Heart
So I walked to Arizona,
Searching for my oldest friend,
I said "friend, I’m getting tired
Could you hold me till the end?"
But he had a job, and a car, and a wife,
To start a family of his own
And I don’t know who could blame him
But it shook me to my bones
When he said "no." He said "no . . .
I don’t have the time to hold you."
Holy Heart
So I crawled back to Wisconsin,
Trying to find a piece of home,
And I walked up to my pastor
I said "God, I’m so alone!"
He said "well have you been praying the way that we pray?
And have you been going the places we go?" I said "no."
And he said "no, no, no, no, no, no, no
This is not a home to house you."
Holy Heart
So I flew right up to heaven,
With that suitcase left behind,
And I walked those streets of gold,
Until I looked God in the eye,
He said "son, you’re looking tired,
But there’s one more thing to ask . . .
Do you believe in what you’re preaching?
That the first will be the last?"
And I said "yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah . . .
Everything I’ve done has been for you!"
Cedarwell is a song-centered, 3 piece rock band from the Midwest. Erik G. Neave writes intricate lyrics augmented by Jeff
Patlingrao's space/time-bending electric guitar work and driven by Jared Beckman's distinctive stand-up drum style.
Their forthcoming album, Dia Luein, comes in April and includes 8 unreleased tracks recorded at Honeytone Studios in Neenah, WI....more
Probably one of the best bands we ever played with. Top ten for sure. The music is surprising and smart and familiar. The general aesthetic is near-perfect—hand- and heart- made. I love it!! Cedarwell
These songs are about love for sure, but love in a much broader sense than we are used to hearing songs about. This is a philosophical treatise sung in lullaby and celebration—we are not alone! Cedarwell
Sustained by seismic psych riffs, proggy shifts, and vivid sci-fi storytelling, these Milwaukee cosmonauts command respect. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 29, 2023